Sometimes.....

Sometimes, you just don't know what's happening in your life!
Sometimes, you feel that you are the most incompetent fool born on this Earth!
Sometimes, you jaywalk on a busy road praying hard that the next bus runs over you and then you can take a long rest, and the next moment you chide yourself for being such a coward and running away from your responsibilities!
Sometimes, fulfilling responsibilities is the sole purpose of your existence and you don't understand why!
Sometimes, you spend your whole time working but your work has not been appreciated!
Sometimes, your being a vegetarian causes so much problem to your friends, team mates and colleagues that you stop going for your lunch break anymore!
Sometimes, you feel that you are not important for anyone (except immediate family who are bound to do so) and your living or dying has no effect on anyone!
Sometimes, you are mis-interpreted most of the times!
Sometimes, you feel that the thing you want to serve, you are harming it more!
Sometimes, you just yearn for a tight hug from someone and to be in that person's arms for hours!
Sometimes, you want to take a step back but are completely strangled in duties!
Sometimes, you pretend to be strong (to have a false strength) or pretend to be weak (so that you can cry out)!
Sometimes, you just know that your sincere feelings (friendship, concern, love) are not reciprocated back!
Sometimes, you just engage yourself in too many things to run away from reality!
Sometimes, you are too kiddish to do anything!
Sometimes, you haven't heard appreciation for ages because you know that you are just not worth it!
Sometimes, you want to be not-so-successful but have a lot more peace and satisfaction!
Sometimes, you just wish that when you return after a tiring day, you have somebody to welcome you with a smile rather than have dishes to be cleaned!
Sometimes, you have so much work to do that you don't know from where you should start!
Sometimes, you feel why you are such a mellow person!
Sometimes, you spend your whole time thinking if other people in your post feel the same thing or are you the most incompetent one to handle that post!
Sometimes, you don't have the support of anyone!
Sometimes, its just you appreciating others without anybody appreciating your efforts and you then become confident that you are incompetent!
Sometimes, you wish to resign!
Sometimes, its just you loving others and you know that you are not worth their love!
Sometimes, you find yourself crying and writing this blog!
Sometimes, you just want to die...I am dying dying dying, I am dead!